The fear of losing the one you love the most that puts the worst of thoughts in your mind. It increases the fear that lingers over you, it destroys the trust between the two and it weakens the heart inside. You have to be able to accept an explanation or else all you’re gonna have are questions inside your head and you are just going to continue to hurt inside.
In my opinion once you hit high school you should be able to make your own decisions in your life. Yes there are some decisions that your parents need to make but most of your decisions need to be made by you. And if you can’t do that grow up.